A letter from Oct 28th, 2021

Hi Future Me ! I'm writing this letter at 10:11am , October 28, 2021. I decided to pursue General Surgeon, I hope it is still your dream until this day. 5 years from I'm probably a nursing graduate already about to enter a med school. Take your time okay? No need to rush everything. If you are tired, it's okay to rest. Some people will stay with you, and some will not. I hope you're still friends with Azle, Erin, and Junielle hehe. They're the besssst friends I've ever met ! I have met a lot of boys and I always regret it most of the time. Now, I'm currently with Kent. Idk if I can be with him until he'll have a grown up mindset but I think I'm too tired to handle someone's mental health. Like it's too draining to be w someone who's an overthinker because I am too! Tho I am working on it and I think I am def improving hehe. If ever you're still with him until this day, I'm proud of u for staying strong with him for this long, and if not then it's definitely okay. You may have a new one or stayed single , it's okay. But I just want to remind u to keep in ur mind your self worth. You don't have to change for someone. You don't have to be someone you're not to reach their satisfaction . Be who you are and let them leave if they can't accept your true self okay? Don't repeat the same mistake u did 5 years ago, I tried hard keeping it out of my mind. It is indeed exhausting:( . Sooo moving forward, Ik you have a lot of dreams u want to pursue lol. I've been thinking of becoming a journalist, photographer, film maker, graphic designer, architect, and now I decided to pursue nursing or if we can financially, I'd love to become a General Surgeon ❤️❤️. I know it's hard but I love the thrill of trying hard, my friends also became my motivation in pursuing this field haha. It's okay to be stressed as long as you're stressed w 'em lmaooo. As of now some of us are still undecided, we plan to take the same field together but Ik Azle wants to pursue Accountancy and Junielle wants to apply for PNPA/ PMA. Erin and I are fixed with medicine field but I'm still hesitating wtf. I hope today, you took a path you are really happy with . Keep going huhh! Remind yourself to always look for the brighter side of life. Happiness is a choice okie luv? I'm curious of how you've become now hehe. I hope you kept fighting. I'm actually tired but I'll try to keep going < 3 I love youuuuuuuuuuu .