A letter from Oct 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey so, did you get your own place? i do not know staying with her is ****, and she is so toxic as ****. I do not see myself fitting in with her and I hate it so much and so bad, like she will never ever get me or understand me ever again. sometimes Her house, it is supposed to be mind too, yeah, but I do not like going back, it doe snot give me the feeling of home, not at all, I feel like **** there, even thinking about it, Finally next year im getting away, but still, neither I will ever have a good relationship or ever feel like she is actually my mom. mom what a word, all this word does is scares me and scared me for my life, I hate it bad and I hate it a lot, I feel like I do not even belong here with her and the other one at all.