A letter from Oct 25th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, How are you doing? Are you ok? If you are fine I am glad to hear that. How is 2026? 2021 is super tough. Stressful and very hard. What kind or job are you doing? Are you still drawing? Tattoo shop? Or are you studying in college? Right now I just dont have hopes for that :) its currently 4 am. Are you still sleeping late? How's life being a young adult? Are you living the life? Any plans? I wanted to know so bad, Or are you still alive? I hope so. Have a nice day. Life actually. Is mom doing fine XD. I wanted to open a resturant for her. Did you make that wish came true? Why tf am i crying but nvm, Why is it so hard to be alive for myself. I kept thinking about dying right now, wouldnt it be easier haha. How's dad? How's Art doing? Are you guys still in contact? We are planning to become roommates when we got into uni, but i dont think i'll be going. Financial problems :/ i know it sucks. I hope you are doing good tho. Ngl im crying. Please cry with me. Is life better? Did you have a meeting with rust soon? Or later? she's my first ever close online friend i wanna hang out. Get me some therapy sis. lmao, be happy for me. Please. Thanks. Im going to sleep now. Oh one more thing, please love me a lot as well :) im trying right now soooo please do it better than meeee, nightyyy. Love you. By meeee :)