A letter from Oct 25th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I want to ask about that one book we don't want to read. So, did we finally have the courage to read it? If so, then, it means we finally be able to accept that endings, no matter how cruel, a part of the journey. Endings are everywhere. In a book, a song, that one ecstatic moment with you love ones, shooting stars, or that ephemeral moments of childhood that you failed realized how fast it goes by until it already passed. One moment, one blink of an eye, you're already at the end of the trail. We have always hate endings that's why we never read that one particular book. At least, if we never continue to read it, for us, it will never end. It will remain as a page never turned and abruptly closed the book, thrown into oblivion. But right now, I do hope that we'll have the courage to read it. I do hope that somehow, we'll be able to accept endings, that we'll be able to cope up with it. Endings can be beautiful too, just like sunsets. Though I understand the feeling of grieving. of places, moments, and times where we spent indulging something until it inevitably comes to an end. That I don't know how to accept. We'll get there or not. Just indulge those pleasurable moments while it lasts.