A letter from Oct 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, its been a hard time.. ure passing through some kind of feeling, some kind of experience in the last 20 years. anw, ure turning 21 rn (real-time). so i decided to write deez in order to remember this time. 2021 such as miracle. ill perpetuate it to challenge myself to remember that day. the day it all seemed to start (clue: 6 of wands). hey me, ure being old! and now ure growing up and cooler than u think. congrats! happy 26 birthday, me <3 umm lemme think.. looks like today u've finally found ur hapiness, ur soulmate.. or AT LEAST,,,,, someone that u can always count on for anything-anytime. mayb he is "ur person" lol. hey me, is everything good? is everything fit in their boxes? please dont think too hard. forget the past. all goods. let ur body and ur mind take a rest for a while. no. it shld be for a long long long time. have u traveled to the places on ur bucket list? im pretty sure u already checklist some of em. r u already saved enough money to buy a van and a cute red toy poodle? please, i need a "YES". hows life after graduation? make sure ure always grateful to have studied fine arts, join the exhibition, meet someone from dif type - from innocent to the hardcore, survive, work since the age of 17, tryin to set up a Hoko as ur career big step, opens a person's life card w tarot, get to know a lot of new people, and many more. oh i had to write down some names to keep in mind that she/he was a very meaningful people i always have. they all helped me through a few things. [[ Sugi, Dimas, Uban, Piggo, Usen, Thor, Agit, Bayu, Amlaq, Yudis, Arum, Erial, Zita, Fadlan, Brenda, Calisha, Habaib, Iki, Ican, Laeticia, Sarah, Soka, Nadira, Tebe, Gaddiel, Ryan, Prilly ]] hey me, pls dont u ever try to forget em!! including people who arent written here. always thank them, treat them, make sure they all lived happily ever after. r u sleep well? me? i mean.. we always haunted by insomnia every october. y r we always thinking of unnecessary things? we deserve to be happy. dont worry, me.. we did the right thing. if u feel bad, upset, down .. u always know what u hv to do and listen. take ur time to learn something new. visit ur colleagues in ur spare time, apologize and make ur family truly happy, do anything u want - like always. Happy Birthday, me from rania 14/10/2021 to older rania 14/10/2026