A letter from Oct 24th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi, I don't know what are you feeling after many years, but I want you to know that you'll achieve your dreams, Shereen. I'm manifesting to you my future self! PADAYON! Padayon future FA! Someday you'll be the happiest version. In your entire life, you've been sad and always stuck in the past. But I hope this time you will be enjoying your moment in life without having the thoughts of regret and sadness. Just be easy on you lang ha future self, okaaaay haaaa? I'm looking forward of what kind of life you will be having someday. :(( <33 I love the woman in my mind. I love to create what kind of woman I want you to be, Shereen. 5 years from now, you'll be achieving your goals, your dreams, and everything. The Shereen right now is sad and not happy in her surroundings :(( but I am writing this while pursuing to achieve my goal to be an honor student. This will be the first time I am pursuing my goal to be an honor student and that is because I am inspired to be a future flight attendant and by him too. Also, hehehehe alam mo ba na u loved someone before? sa kanya ka nainspire na maging FA, Shereen. He gave me a reason na maging FA and that is because he wants to be a flight attendant too, sana talaga. :(( I hope kayo pa rin hanggang ngayon ni Amare. He is someone u loved and the person whom you loved so much and ofc he choose u because he felt loved sayo and tanggap at nakaya mo na immature and bad side nya. That's the reason why he loved you. Sana by 5 years from now magkausap parin kayo, sana kayo na. Basta padayon future FA, self! I hope when you looked back at your past, when you looked back at me, sana ngumiti ka kase nakuha mo na mga gusto mo. Sana masaya ka kung nasan ka ngayon just like how I imagined you to be, self. Idk what kind of perspective you have after many years, but I want you to stay kind, good hearted, and pretty hehehehe. Dapat sobrang ganda mo ngayon ha dapat glow up kana hmpp and successful kana. Buhay kapa ba pag nareceive mo na to? HAHAHAHAHA its just funny because baka mali expectations ko hmp iiyak ako sige ka :< hehehe. Sana nakasakay kana ng airplane, diba pangarap mo din un and makasakay ng airplane? u loved sky, clouds, stars, moon, and universe kaya. You're close to universe kase ung gusto mo natutupad by the help of the universe. Swiftie ka diba. It's a universal thing, self. Be a brave woman ha. Pag nabasa mo na to after 5 years, magiging past na to and sana by that time sobrang saya and successful mo na, pambawi sa panahon na puro lungkot ka. Go Shereen! Bumawi ka. Spoil yourself with the things you want. Ipakita mo na kanila na you are doing great more than them. Be successful than them. Iloveyou, my future FA. Right now, you and Amare are my inspiration sa study. Kaya be great ha. Magmemeet pa kayo ni Amare yieee. pereng belew HAHAHAHAHA so ayun I am manifesting na maging happy and successful ka by that time, for a lifetime, kasama sya, sana. Be happy on who you are self basta happy, maganda, and successful ka hmmp. Iloveyou. Keepsafe wherever you are reading this letter. I hope a tear of happiness drop on your eyes kase nakuha mo na gusto mo. Padayon lang future FA! PADAYON! See you in 5 years. Iloveyou, my future FA.