måneskin concert :(

just found out that måneskin is coming to new york in a week. i won't even bother asking to go, obviously i know the answer, but i love them and i'm not working that day, i want to go so so so so so bad, i have tears right now. like they are SO CLOSE yet so far. maybe i'll get another chance, but honestly what are the chances of them coming BACK TO AMERICA, BACK TO THE EAST COAST, and i'm even allowed to go????? i'm actually very upset right now, this band is my OBSESSION, and it hurts because seeing them live is like, so attainable at the moment? it's NEW YORK. it's RIGHT THERE. but it's such short notice, tickets go on sale tomorrow, idk who would even drive me (again tho i'm not working), i have no one to go WITH ME, it's not happening. and it's so stupid because i have this HOPE that it'll work out and i can go, but i need to squash that right now, and it just... sucks. i REALLY want to go, to the point where i'm literally gonna cry over it, which is really pathetic, but like... anyways, i'm sending this 5 years in the future, maybe you've seen them by now. probably not, but maybe. i mean you're almost 24 (right? i hate math) so like there's a chance. SO YOU'RE SAYING THERE'S A CHANCE. just sucks. i was just telling adi and mama how much i want to see them live, and how i'll jump on the opportunity and do everything in my power to go, and now BOOM HERE'S THE OPPORTUNITY, and it can't happen. i wish they would announce the concert a little more in advance tho??? they announce it seven days before and sell tickets six days before. so it's not entirely my fault. it just SUCKS. one day, maybe. i can't get my hopes up for next week, but maybe next decade, lol. definitely gonna cry tonight. bye