A to old bitch from Oct 20th, 2021

Dear 27 year old me, Can't believe thats in 5 years though.. you are 23 now. spent amazing life in Barcelona, and onwards moved to Montenegro for a job. that was a choice honey, haha but I do hope this choice will bring you even higher than you can imagine. you are a very loving person. and very naive at times. all your friends love you and appreciate to know you. you have that long texts from them from your goodbye party from Barcelona. if you feel sad just read their letters. of course, you'll cry, but its for the best. Your dream was to go back to Barcelona, but I imagine going back is taking a step back in your path. right now the young you want to have a visa for Europe. did you get it by the way? hahaha no idea girl but hope you did what about Richard? is it ongoing? or did you break up? if you did how did it happen? what do you think of him now? I know right now, you love him so much. actually, for nothing, you just love him as you always do without any expectations. even though, deep inside (and i tell this to myself first time) you know that you are not gonna be with him in the long future, I still have hopes that we will. we should communicate more. you love sincerely from the bottom of your heart always. you don't expect things from people, that's why they think you are simple. hope you already found that one guy, who you love with no regrets, and he loves you no matter what, and he does everything for you not expecting anything in return, that he loves you unconditionally and shows the love and who is keeping his promises and words as a man. honestly, i hope you are married by now to the man and love of your life. who is beautiful. generous. loyal. caring. smart and with money. with ambitions for your future together. who talks to you. who takes out the deepest desires you have in yourself. who is the motivation for you every day to do things. communication. he is beautiful. green eyes. light hair. tall. charming smile. charming eyes on me always. strong. fashionable. charismatic and all those things you love. i believe you are successful, you are rich and happy with your achievements. you never wanted to be like your mom, which is always working and never truly happy. she is picky. she is snappy to the people she loves. you are not like that. money, friends, good vibes and love is all around you and you get their energy super easily and fast and when you want to. hope you travel. hope you know how to drive by now. hope you visit eastern countries. hope you are the best version of yourself now. my dear lala, i love you. you matter so much to a lot of people. who will never forget you. hope you crying now lil *****. ciao and c ya