A letter from Oct 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey I hope you are okay, it's 11:53pm and I was scrolling through tiktok and saw something that triggered my mind. It was about my 5-10 years plan,And the guy was talking about how his wife asked him,"what's your 5 year plan?",he said,"I don't know, whatever God has in plan for us,The wife replied,"I know I've trusted you with my life and kids but I don't know if I can trust you with my future". That's a mini story that lead me to write this letter. As for now I'll start with my five year plan that's after my school. So here is to you my future self I hope right now you have gone for therapy remember we said we really want to get to understand who we are and yeas get better for yourself and those around you secondly I hope right as you read this your lifestyle has changed,yes you know what I'm talking about, your faith towards God right now is at a safe space and you are proud of it.I know by now you should have the financial skills you always wanted to have and they have led you to purchase your first land and yes I hope right now your mentality of having kids is changing. One thing I know about you is that you are a big girl and you can go through anything and lastly I hope you are courageous enough to allow someone to love you with all your flaws and strengths I hope he appreciates the person you are, respects you cares for you makes you feel safe the list is endless but you know what you always wanted to have so I hope it's the right thing.And lastly I hope you have your own bookshelf in your apartment (I forgot to mention)we said that books will be our next exploration in our next life so I hope you have one. As you read this on this date I hope you are smiling and feeling proud and fulfilled because of the great person you are.i love you ❤️ Xoxo Kisstar