A letter from Oct 18th, 2021

Dear Future Self, i sent you another letter last year and u havent gotten it yet but so much has happened since then. u have been through so many ups and downs, happy and sad moments, even depressing ones, and i just wanna say how proud i am of you. a few months ago you were going through that first break up, the one you thought u would never recover from, but look at us now. through every thought and temptation you had during that time, i want you to realize how strong you are. im tearing up as im writing this (at 2:44 am) because of this journey and how much ive grown from this. im still healing and trying to process everything, but im taking it one step at a time and learning more about myself each day. one last thing i want you to remember from your 18yo self who is struggling right now: love yourself and cherish every little moment you have with it, be proud of who you have become and be happy that you have such a kind and loving heart, cause its really hard to find people with these assets. be yourself and dont let anyone change you again in any way. i love you and i hope i have already achieved every little dream of mine when i read this. be safe i love you <3