A letter from Oct 18th, 2021

Dear Joan nh blk Dear Jan, 19 Oct 21, 3:11 am I don't know you know about my feelings are not but I really don't know. Sometime you are my friend and sometimes you are my mehbuba. Well I will keep writing to you more and more but at the moment I just want to tell you, you hurt me alot tonight. What would've happen If we could have talk over phone ? I asked you 4 times and you Rejected. Sometime you behave like stranger yet I don't mind as you are always in my mind in my heart. I was sad and upset but believe you me as soon as I started writing this Email I started feeling fresh and relax. I know when you are reading this many things have been changed and you didn't even know why I was hurt ? We might had fight and get parted or we still are friends or we are married to different persons and best is you are my wife now 🙈 I don't know what it is but at the Moment I Love you Joan. I Love You Jan ❤️