A letter from Oct 18th, 2021

To, Future ME :) 18.10.2021 Dear Future Me, um..hello,i guess?! I don't know how old are you right now cause i haven't decided which year I'm going to set for this letter to send yet,I don't even know if I am alive till then or even if I am would I really get this letter? I feel weird writing this letter How are you? how are you actually mentally and psychically? Are you eating well? Have watched or read any good film or book recently? Do you still have the dream I dreamt of or.. has it changed? Are you working towards your dreams,Onisha? Hey,just to let you know I dream about you a lot,A LOT! I wonder if you would actually read in the best uni's today or is ammu and abbu proud of you? you remember you had a lot pf dreams,right? You wanted to be an astronaut,a uni professior,a art lady who does painting when she gets time and most importantly Onisha,I hope you never forgot that 14 YEAR OLD YOU WANTED DO SOMETHING FOR THE WOMEN,YOU DREAMT OF BEING A POWERFUL WOMEN. Onisha,writing to yourself actually making me feel something at this point,something really strange I'd say..I wanna ask a lot questions,wanna know a lot of things,wanna tell you that You have went through a lot as a teenager,in a common midddle class bangladeshi family,with family isssues,not having someone to actually talk to,I dunno like a real friend?! You have gone through a lot to reach where you are now,I hope you're happy,I really wish you are,and listen you may know it,still listen if you are doing something for yourself,you deserve it,DO IT..You deserve to live a life you love Onisha,you might nor read in Harvard aka my dream uni or none of the the best uni's,maybe you decided to work on a different dream path..but whatever it is please do what makes you happy,do what you love,Onisha :) I can write a whole book talking to you,so I guess I'll just stop here,haha. (btw just to let you know 14 year old you was actually pretty cool,her mental age result turned out 26/27,so don't you dare to think me as a lil kid -,-) p.s. I'm so proud of you and it's from the heart <3 Love, 14 year old Onisha