A letter from Oct 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, This is my first letter to you, hope you read it... If you're still alive, what could be your motivation that makes you still alive to this present. I'm writing this letter because I'm having suicidal thoughts again. If you are still alive, did you finish criminology? Are you busy preparing for your exam to be police? About your motivation, if that is what makes you still alive today just keep holding into it no matter what even if it's bad or good. I want you to do whatever you wanted to do. Once you have a stable job gather your money and run and never look back because once you look back the chains that tied you will get you again and you'll never ever do the thing you wanted to do.I know there is a lot of things you wanted to do and try but you cant because someone is holding you back from doing it. They think it's for our good that's why they're doing it but no it won't do us good things. There are just robbing our youth because of them we miss a lot of fun experience. In 5 years I want you to do everything you got to pass college and be a police. Get out from that god**** house!!! Just send them money when it's payday it will keep them alive. Come back when you experience all the things they forbid you to it will take you years to finish it all. I hope you read this and do it Adios Stupid Ps. I'll be sending you a letter when I'm having thoughts or I just want you to remember something or I just want to send you one