A letter from Oct 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, At first I thought of writing this letter to me 10 years from now. But it's very hard for me to look at myself that far. I don't know if I will live the next 10 years. 2031? Too much. So 5 yrs will have to do now. I don't know what to expect or hope for. I just want to know you are happy that's all. That you are still writing or has finally published a book and made it so far in life you look like a star in the sky now. I am writing this in a moment where I feel nobody loves me or accepts me as I am but I really hope things have changed for you. I really do. I hope we have made the change needed. I hope you are not letting people walk over you. Protect yourself for me. Love me. Okay?