A letter from Oct 15th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today is 15th October 2021, It's hard and painful and it feels like I'm sprialling back into a hole where i am depressed and blame myself for my ex giving up amd leaving me. I see all his progress and i rly want to be happy for him but i can't. I'm filled with self pity and rage knowing tht I'm hurt for what I've done and he's there being happy without me. By the time you see this i really hope you have dound someone to love you for who you are unconditionally and that you've learnt to accept love and give it. I hope that your bond with family has grown stronger and that our father is still here with us. I hope that you have blossomed into something beautiful to behold and confident in your ways shape and attitudes. I hope you love yourself by now.