A letter from Oct 15th, 2021

hey, I haven't been this happy in a while. I took my first edible a few days ago. I got a bullet journal and I have a lot of character design ideas. I'm doing okay in school and I'm back on my medicine mostly. Things have really improved since last October but they're still hard. I've felt really isolated lately. I've felt like this for a while and I don't know what to do. Its been especially hard since rylees moving. I feel clingy and invading. I feel like they hate me. It'll be your first year out of high school when this gets to you if you remember. Hopefully, we'll be going to college or doing something cool. I hope you're more secure in your identity. It's been hard recently. I feel very boxed in and gross. I guess, my thing is i love you alot and i want to know if it gets better. Ive been feeling the need to get away for a while and i hope you'll be able to get away.