A letter from Oct 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Today, It's 2:45pm You have class to attend to but you are lazy lying on the bed of yours and still bwgging to time to stop so you can sleep. You are struggling yet you still moving forward. You didn't give up. So, I can meet the best version of you now. when u reading it now, please don't be too hard on yourself. Kasi, right now, i'm hard on you. Please be gentle, life is short and you deserve nothing but a praise and enjoyment because of what you are doing right now. You love the guy name tuytoy, one of your neighbor whom have a crush on you. You both like each other peroooo di mo sinasabi sa kanya and you keep pushing him away just because, (what your reason again?) just kidding. Pinagtutulakan mo sya kasi feeling mo hindi sya pasok sa standard mo, that you want someobe better but your heart can't deny how chill and relax you are everytime he chat, replies and see u. Though, hindi naman kayo talaga masyadong nagpapansinan cause u don't have confidence to face someone whom u loves kasi baka madissappoint sila. Pakiram*** mo hindi ka worth it mahalin at pahalagahan, sana ngayon hindi na. Piliin mo maging maganda at masaya. :))