A letter from Oct 14th, 2021

Dear who-the-heck-you-are, So, yeah, I'm writing because I'm bored, technically, and I somehow bump into this website. So, I just want to tell you that, be yourself. Because that is something I lack. I fake my emotions, I fake everything to others, saying I went there and there. I took a vacation in that country, in that beach, whatever. Anyways, today is October 14 in 2021 and tomorrow, which is oct. 15, will be my birthday and yey. I'll be 15 tomorrow. I wish that once you read this and we're at the same age or you're 1-3 years older, just find me. Who knows, I might be the one destined to be with you. Just kidding. Anyways, I like color grey the most. Because that's how I describe my life as of now. Boring and dull. Am I too dramatic? I hope not Anyways, what I feel today is neither happy nor sad, and tomorrow, I'm sure I'll feel neither happy nor sad, too. Why? Because tomorrow is never been different from today. My family treats my birthday as a curse. Maybe because it is indeed a curse, I'm indeed a curse. Hahahahaa Can you be someone I can cry on? Because truthfully speaking, I just want to end everything now. The pain and all. No one cares anyway. The most dramatic ***** speaking -Dawn