A letter from Oct 14th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello, future me. I've chosen to write a letter 5 years from now. Your former self is in a hard time, but she's doing her best. If you're still alive and healthy, I'd want to congratulate you on a job well done! I'm at rock bottom right now, just fighting to remain alive. I don't actually want to die, but I do want to sleep peacefully. I just wanted to let you know how much I love you. Please take care of yourself and don't put too much pressure on yourself. I know you may be battling there as well, but please remember to take a big breath and talk to someone you trust. It's alright if you don't have someone you can trust. You must remember that someone loves and cares about you. Don't overthink things; you'll end up stressing yourself out. Take care of your parents; they will appreciate your help. To be honest, I really want to do a lot of things right now, like buying you stuff, having a boyfriend (or girlfriend if you eventually figure out your ********* lol), and having a lot of friends, but I don't believe I can, so I want you to do them:) Please stay alive for me; I love you.