A letter from Oct 12th, 2021

Dear Future Me, You will look up this letter to your husband. Dear my beloved husband, we know that we never met before, we never thought that we will be a partner to spent time together in this life. But you must to know, before i met you, i always pray and prepare myself for you. I always pray for you, that you can be a good imam, that you can be a beloved dad for our children, that you can bring our family go to heaven together. You should know that one of my dreams is to have a family who can practice Islam, become a good leader, and make Allah pleased with us in this world and the hereafter. You know, I believe that you are a man chosen by Allah who has taken care of yourself as best as you can. we both have a past, have sins, have shortcomings and strengths, but for the future that we will go through together, I am sure that we can live it as well as possible. to my husband, you should know, i will love you because of allah, and if we have any problem in this marriage, i hope we can always survive, we can remind each other and leave each other's ego, that marriage is about our holy covenant with allah, not about ego debate. Dear beloved husband, maybe i'll be annoying for you, maybe i'll be less for you, maybe i'll have a time when i'm tired, maybe i'll be no longer beautiful for your eyes to see, but one thing, i hope that my heart will always beautiful to keep you by my side. be with me until I die. be with me when we return to Allah and live together in heaven. I hope we can be good for many people. Dear my husband, now, I can pray the same things but by mentioning your name. Because now, I already know that the future husband is you. I will always say that I love you, not to make you still by my side, but to make you understand that you always have the love of your wife, even in the most difficult situation. I will love you give the best I can, balance your thoughts, be a warm back for your tired, I hope I can be a source of happiness for your tired heart, we must promise that we will pass every obstacles in the world together. thank you for accepting all my weakness and being willing to be a good imam , may Allah widen your heart to be always grateful and happy, a lot of love for you. I may argue with you, will be angry with you, but I beg you, never go, never leave me just because of the problem. I know you are the best man. I love you by Allah's permission. -your lovely future wife