A letter from Oct 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hello my 22years old me. you soon become 23. Do u have friend for celebrate with your birthday? currently i haven't :) its little hurt but its okay dont mind it. being alone is better than fake many friends. Now 6.45AM im still reading english book and learning my languages. i think in this letter have lot of mistakes. This year i took Japanese N3 level. I'm so happy with it. i hope future me much better than currently I am. -I'm start losing friends -I fail exams, fail my speech nothing good here -I want took selfie with iPhone x. X is enough for me even 13 already exist -i want growing physical body. just 10cm. now i am 160 T-T -I want live alone. sometimes chilling alone with listening music. if u doing this what u feeling. I really want. -I want to go japan. If u there what type of smells there. im so excited Do u watching anime now ? If u forget what is anime im gonna **** you xD. Anime is give me lot of motivate . its enough for me .i learned draw good. Start playing music instrumentals. i learn new language and read books with it, Then going to japan is become my dream. i found my dream and everything from anime. Btw one piece is over? currently luffy fight againts kaido in wano arc.Hope its done xD. I will not lie to you .its meaningless. i can't stop watching porn and some doujinshyu. And hoping meet pervert girl pfffff how shameful ,nah its 17 teenager boys avarage. ill stop this soon.i think cant control my own feeling control others will be fail for sure. i decide from now on. I don't need girlfriend. even future you too. Don't waste money for girl. if date some girl just be simple dont use lot of money . avoid fall in love. i'm thinking being single is not problem. Only fall in love with books okee. but if u're already became rich its okey make girlfriend and travel the world. I think u're aleady ₮millionare and reach financial freedom. Cuz we're start early. Our friends reading adventure books but we read financial money self education right?(ex: richdadprdad) We had be seen lots of way to become rich. If your brain price is rich then your life rich too. If your brain have nothing, your life have nothing for sure. People's life very short right Read this letter then resend me letter too. tell me what happen and teach your experience. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzAQoVeGosY&list=RDMM&index=11 [Like same as this song] I'm gonna meet you soon. Love yourself <3 btw this corona so annoying xD'