A letter from Oct 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hello it's me again MArIO, no joke but I hope you read that in the mario voice lmao. Actually it's me, your 5 year younger self. When you read this you will be like 26 wow. I hope you will read this, casue at the moment I haven't even planned to be alive after 25... yeah. So anyways what did you study bro ? Computer Science or Soziology ? Honestly at the moment I'm rooting more for Computer science idk why. But then you need to get a new computer and stuff and I know you, you've been telling me that I need a computer for 3 years now. And still I'm writing this on my Laptop thats about to turn like 7 this january. **** 7 years, this laptop the longest thing I have an connection too at this point. Bet that bich will betray me soon lmao. So how's Twitch and Youtube going ? Would be funny if you had like more than 5 subscribers, cause I really don't see a future with that, but Idk maybe something happens, we never know. Man I really hope that you are doing fine and stuff. And maybe you found some love idk cause I litteraly like can't imagine doing ya know the devils tango and stuff... Yeah so different topic... Finally found a therapist who's not just wasting your time and stuff ? Cause I'm done with this ****. Like ***** wasting my time for 5 years now and I'm not willing to give another year, jsut because it could be a phase. Like sorry but after 5+ years it should be ******* obvious that it ain't a **** phase. Like I hate this and if I end up not being alive anymore when this letter appears again that this is the reason. Ok sorry for my rant there but you especially should know how annoying and painfull this waste of time is. Well Imma stop procastonating coding now and continue with that. Hopefully you will be able to code mods or apps or something when you read this. Or esle you really are an disappointment like mum said lmao. well see you in the future, or not, Theodor