A letter from Oct 10th, 2021

hmmmmm sooo have u learned how to do math with letter and numbers yet- imma say u havent yet cuz 13 yr old u doesnt understand a single thing abt it- moving on.. so how is 18 yr old ella going, not too good i assume cuz college must be tough LMAO, like u got into college lol u probably got back into 11th grade- anywayss got a bf yet- no- oh ok uhh has silv and u broke up yet- im really curious on how he looks like rn so dont break up with him until he shows u his face, got it- 13 yr old u really likes him y'know we havent really been talking much anymore tho and dont forget those nights where he used to make us cry with the thought of him probably playing with us or when he says that he smiles cause of us and we would ourselves that it was all a lie- we used to breakdown in tears all the time when we scrolled up to the very first convo between him and us- and we used to cry all the time abt it cause of the time where he had a mental breakdown abt how he likes us and how we did that to him. ah and im abt to cry rn thinking abt it- and how we used to talk to him every single day and takes us HOURS to talk. well rn we barely talk and ive been meaning to ask him if he still likes us but yeah are u doing good there? i hope u are OH YEAH ARE U OFF UR HOT ANIME MEN OBSESSION YET CAUSE I AM NOT yeah- uh- have u gotten skinnier? u better cause 13 yr old u is fat and ugly u better have dat glowup how tall r u now? u better be 5'6- cause our mom owes us the iphone 11- OH YEAH HAS UR AIM IMPROVED YET ON VALO CAUSE HAHA MINE HASNT U BETTER BE A RADIANT yeah just saw a tiktok that showed the perfect body.. do u have it? tell me u have it cause i dont wanna be that fattie that doesnt have her glowup okok more boys my type is that he has the BEST personality the loyal type, the type that actually knows how to make a convo not end and u know that there are times when u dont know what to say so u just say nice right? so uh if u say "nice" i want him to be like WHAT DO U MEAN NICE- yeah that type, the type where he knows how to make my day and make me smile i want him to be taller than me but yeah, and i want him to have long hair cause i just like guys with long hair. and i want him to be good with school so that he can help me with mine- and uh a boy that doesnt care abt how u look, cause i know im ugly and fat so- yeah please tell me u havent ****** urself yet- cause i know those nights where u just say life is boring and some **** but yeah i really hope that u learned to love urself ella.. BUT DONT LOVE URSELF UNTIL U DONT GET SKINNY AND PRETTY anyways hows covid? is it gone now? i hope so or is there like a zombie apocolypse- i hope not- but yeah are u training hard to become a nurse now? i hope u are u want to be rich to have the perfect pc- oh and i want a bf that genuinely cared abt u ok? and i want him to call us pet names- i usually panic when i get called those but i want it- u still know the song isko? IsKO moReNO vERsUs ALfrEdy coNtRoL yOUrr TEmpEr So DOnT bE AngRY- SKJSKSKSJSKSK OKOK too much pretty people r on my fyp rn makes me wanna puke all the stuff i ate i just saw a tiktok- and this made me want it- when ur bf calls u by ur first name and last name= ok vs when ur bf calls u by ur first name and HIS last name= I WANNA MARRY U I FORGOT TO TELL U IM OBSESSED WITH LONG AND SKINNY FINGERS- okok imma chill- are u still obssesed with x readers?- cause honestly i dont blame u- yeah somethings wrong with 13 yr old u- imma play some valo now cya hoee