A letter from Oct 8th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Actually I don't wanna remember by this day but I have to learn from the past so I am gonna Today started okay,Amaana gaves me 2 schriften because she thought I deseeved it because of al the paper I gave to her then the day went okay Maayke and me worked together in dutch class Noah and I talked a little bit But as you might know Roshnie sended us a message that I had to show dad eventually I did,it was written in another language so I asked him what it means and he told me that the times in Suriname are hard,she needed him So he figured out that she needed money and he don't want to give that to her because he has leant so much from my aunt and payed her back So if she asks I had to say that I was not able to talk to him yet Yesterday she texted me and Munchkin saw it so I told them what I know and blocked Roshnie Eventually I had this plan to call dad via Roshnie so that maybe they can figure something out for her problem She called him but he didn't answer and let Rokicha block her number So my I failed,at home Rokicha wanted to do the coronacheck app for me and I didn't want it and she had the idea I was not telling her something so she grabbed my phone and I grabbed back and she grabbed again then I hitted her between her *******,she hitted me back After that she found out that I texted her so I told her this fake story I LIED about telling Roshnie why I blocked her and told her about the efteling Munchkin hates me and my mum doesn't trust me an my dad tells me nothing Hope it will get better,learn from the past so you can change the future Love, Helena Lodge