A letter from Oct 6th, 2021

Dear FutureGhelek, Were high as **** rn october 6 2021 bc nick just broke up w me and im sad but its ok becUse ill jjst **** a hunch of dudes to make me hapoy jk i dont want tk do that but im sad stikk. in kayinf down next to you right now and im so tired but im not i cut myself again a few days ago and im too scared to tell tyou bevause i dont want people worryinf anout me… im realky sad and i feel bad that we dint hangout so much because i care about you so much and i hope we stay friends forever because you tryky are one if the best peopke in the world. i hate school because im tired and i think im fallinf down again but i dont want u to worry anout me. i hope i dont hurt jacob because i really like jhim and he means a lot to me. i hope one day we both settle down and are happy. im so emotionally tired and i wish future me could hug me and tell me everything is okay.. ur a real one and im glad i met u eveb tho u ahted u jn the beginning bc u weere an annoying little butch and u suck but ur so cool i love u so juch im also drunk as **** right jow listening to brent fauyaz w you (make luv) i miss austin and i wish he never left bc we would have so kuch fun with him hut irs ok even tho i think imstill super sad about it. anyways did either of u get an abortion yet? its onky so soon untilnitbhappens. BTW ID WE BLICK EACHOTHER HESE R KY SOCIALS INSTAGRAM: @lisashmith SNAP: @lizelkay NUMBER: 2065190153 EMAIL: l1s4ksmith@gmail.com we chose this day bc october 15, 2020 we gor married kn among us -lisa smitf