A letter from Oct 6th, 2021

dear my future self hello, how’s life? i hope you doing fine and get a suit job. did world treat you well as you always wished for? well, i hope so. I don’t know how’s life going to be and what’s the future holds, but yeah this is me trying to write you a letter for your future self now in 2021. do you still remember if you have chronic back pain since you were highschool freshman because you have depression and often do selfharm? I hope you don’t feel it anymore. i hope you already living your best life, have audacity to talk in front of everyone, having financial stable, and so on. it’s totally okay if sometimes you feel sad, grumpy, or exhausted. inhale, exhale. remember, when you were teenager in 2021 you already pass 18th years. It hasn’t been easy right? so just hang in there. if you read this letter, whatever the situation is, please be proud of yourself and be thankful for your old self because you already being a very great player at game of life (even if sometimes you messed it up, but you always get through the hardest days. and that’s great!). regards, sheilla