A letter from Oct 4th, 2021

Dear Future Me, Hey, I got an email a few days ago to write a quarterly update honestly I was gonna ignore it but I figured you'd like to hear what's going on right now. I'm in school right now so I probably shouldn't be writing this but honestly I don't think it matters to much. Speaking of this ******** school I cant wait to go to in person school and have real friends instead of just venting to people through a screen. I'm so tired of arguing with my mom about public school. I really hope that I proved her wrong about public school not being good for me. I'm just so tired of being kept in a little bubble by her. Tim's moving in a week. have you forgot about him yet? I just wanna tell my parents already but I have to wait until he's gone so dad doesn't **** him. I think he's gonna **** himself. I also think mom is suspicious of what happened because the other day she kept nagging asking what happened between us when I told her I didn't wanna say goodbye. **** him he can rot in hell for all I care but we both know I don't mean it. I hate how close we were I hate that he taught me how to ride a bike and fish I hate it all, I feel terrible for grandma I don't think she's ever gonna find love again and it's all my fault. I went to Colorado this summer. God I miss it. I've never had that much fun. I lost my weed virginity there and god the amount of alcohol I drank was deadly and I hate how much I loved it. I think I'm gonna be an alcoholic, everyone knows it skips a generation. The feeling I had after being 10 shots in in irreplaceable I thought all those movies were being cliché when they showed the girl drinking away her feelings and dancing but they weren't I felt on top of the world. I was really stupid though I will admit it. I mean really walking around drunk in shorts till 2 am? its like the beginning of every girl gone missing story. Cj was always with me, he's pretty cool for an uncle and his friends introduced me to NuMetal, boy am I thankful for that. Well enough about the present here's my predictions and hopes for when you're reading this. I'm pretty sure you'll be in senior year when you get this but i could be wrong. Are you in cross country if so I hope you've got down to a 6 minute mile, are you virgin jk ik you're probably a hoe if so congrats. are you popular god if you aren't I'm gonna cry, say what you want but being popular means everything to me. do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend ik rn I don't want one but I hope you get to experience teen love it looks nice from all the tiktok's ive seen. anyways i'm bored now toodles