A letter from Oct 4th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you see this, you will be rich. You will have outstanding job. You will leave in another country, no more Indonesia! You will live in Singapore, then Japan, Switezerland, then at the end you'll live in The UK as your dream. If you read this, whether you are married or have family or no it is ok. You are yourself! You deserve to be happy! If your parents are no longer with you, do not be so sad. You have your other family. Your friends, Naruto. Naruto is part of your family. If you read this, with a tear fell down, it is mean you are happy reading this. Please be happy Feby or Pebi. We won't have much time in this life. Do what makes you happy. To me, i am typing this with a sad feeling, because I have just read that Kurama's just died. Kurama more looks like my dog which is MKecil. To my Parents, Mom and Dad. You guys are so amazing parents i could have ever asked for! I am sorry, sometimes I made you angry, sad or cry. I know mom hid her tears so that her kids could not see them. To my dad, Pak please no more bad argues or words or sentences that will be out of your mouth. It is my feeling, not only me but also N and C. Please do not be too emotional if you are still alive. Sometimes i feel jealous whenever i see stories on instagram, kids who are happy talking with their parents. I surely jealous. At the end Mom and Dad, Please do not force C or mock her because she is fast-taught. She is still my little sister. Yes we would like to argue but we loved each other. Could you please not to compare your kids to other people's kids? I am sorry Me, N and C are not the best kids you could asked for. We are not smart, intelligent, hard-worker but we are still kids you have raised for almost your entire life! Please understand our feeling, We need you guys! To my Brother and Sister. You guys are the most best sibling. I am doube sorry if there are my words mocking towards you guys. I know I would like to argue or say bad things, but if you could have known the meaning of my words, you would find them are just advices so you guys could be a succes person in the future. C, N please respect our parents, or older people than Us. Please forgive me if I have done anything bad for you guys. But all you have to know is, I love you guy so much, even though you would not think the same as I do to you. For the Future, i would think there will lots of new technologicies which could help people for humanity. I hope nobody feel lonely more please. Being a lonely is not good for your mental health. Because I have been in there hard times. If you are been a mom already, please remember this DKKSP (Doa, Kasih, Komunikasi dan saling pengertian. Please treat your kids like what you treat to anime Naruto. Love, understand your kids feeling, do not argue with them, do not mock them, support them through bad or good times. Please do these kind of things to your husband as well. B = Indeed to my Brother's name, whom is short of Bry C = Indeed to my Sister's name, whom is short of Ci