A letter from Oct 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, It’s currently 3:14am Sunday, October 3, 2021. I am crying because life is draining me. I am in a relationship with Katelynn. We aren’t on call right now but my mind keeps thinking about her. I really love her and I’m attached. I want her in my future I see myself with her. My heart hurts because what if we don’t work out? What do I do then? My happiness is in her and I don’t want to lose it. She makes me feel like someone. She lightens me up and honestly she cares so much about me. She’s the reason why I still choose to live at the moment. Our relationship is struggling right now because of school and lack of time but right now now we are okay. I want to see her in person. Funny how we met on a game called movie star planet back in 2019. I’m older by 2 years and she’s younger. Our relationship grew because we were there for one another. We made things official and went happy from there. We dated for a year now, almost two. As I said before, we are struggling but I’m praying to god that we work out. I know we can do this. I want to keep fighting for this relationship. It’s worth it so much because she’s worth it. I’m a female and she’s non-binary. At first I wasn’t sure of what I liked but she helped me find myself in a way. She thinks that she’s just a test to me for my ********* but reality is that my feelings for her are true. There’s no doubt. I love this girl/boy so much. With my heart literally. I’m crying to the thought of losing her. I don’t want to lose her god When I read this again, I hope to still have her around. Still in a relationship or more. I might forget I’ve wrote this but my mind will somehow remember it. I just know it. If we aren’t together, I will always love her no matter what. My feelings would be hidden to not show that I’m hurt but yes I’ll still have the feelings. I can’t just forget about a person who loved me and cared for me when no one else showed it to me. Katelynn, one day I hope to be ur wife and I hope we have the little family we dreamed of when we were right now 16 and 15. It’s October my birthday is soon so I’ll be 17 and hers is in January 😅(she would be 16). I hope to be in person with you in 5 years from now which is when I should receive this letter. Te amo Katelynn. I love you Alex