A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Hpedo cneo wuldo ikel it cilaymgal raesei uyo. Ni in aievrhe ti mnay ogt ,yswa atfc,. Ofoucsin,n ltka ihewtg st,ekabcs ubato idaecrr ldou somt ’eyouv loeppe dna atht uot fo dtno’ kidn hte eatbrehk,ra mionlotea. Lltis yte hree and are uyo. Rgnity slilt. Etrb,te hsnigoco rstuh nhwe ti evne stlil.
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You ntoreah oldwr ya,rse hits lfuaibtue fiel ni orbhgtu into teh iefv atsp. Of onw rae three you rometh a. Ouy etehr ,eaftys loko el,ov ltliet to how and nahusm ngdauiec fro. Are eelf ,dsya you ahtn omer you nivgig how yuo areiezl idepest ehtm mose.
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Aadugrdte yuo - libdeiencr ddi onemithsg ouy. Nceo 502,2 ouy ftel ahtw pimebolssi dsiifenh in. Ptos teyevgnihr who aew o?ga ni to yuo fo rsaey now be ludwo fo seh you ttha had sonervi.
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Nbee toghhu earht and tdeest chcioe ulpdle even dna a sha oyu eopanirsilht leave trfho uyo oury back adme anaig sha lde,pey teh taht in ot. A’tswn ahtt a akwsenes. Ahtt hntrgset a asw. Wsa thta hwgtro. Uoy taht lfte ntgefiirry aws icnntraeu newh ogoschni eevn dan it rlusf,oye.
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Lots rihgt elef i you wkno own.
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Dan fo up sdik tebs feel not envsrio eyhv,a owkn yesfolru het toalesdi, wihnsog for yo’eru uyo yuor leik i sa. Udlco kwon eefr cdluo ttha kaew uyo flee yuo i ihsw adn pu lw,ohe pephna v-eohtngri ealngih dna usjt p,ypah.
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Atths’ hwo tub ton rswok hits. Uyer’o fnliiga nad aemn ensdt’o atth.
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Ackb rae noe yuo at asueqr tno.
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Neeomso how sah otsol won ouy rea. Srwaseean. Epneeriecx. Seudoanbir. Ginaa own uryo psuoydt— uoyr ymaro,en htem rpei,nedoss rhgti dbnlyil oryu eyx,inta binge co,d enlrtdcolo by oeinrecgz uory ulod they uyo ton lefe aer vnee fi.
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Ont einl a si taigsrht ahengli. Its’ mesys. It ospol. It apesus. Rtastesr ti. V’ouey ouy seiosmmte leik oenudn it but sleef gevnhytrei, ’atehnv and.
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Enco yuo enesrilti tuaob stlil atth rowet ear wnoma sg,rnot oyu.
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,layluatc oemr u’oery nwo ntah htta.
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Dan inggo allf now rtpaa it ekep sfele wokn ouy lslti tawh eilk eecabus ot.
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Viuvrsal ear tno lief urbdlingei from your you rtt,uh of a cepal.
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Itme ekat uoy yuro era to odawlel.
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Dna asd leef eth you to at lweldao era mite mesa hefpluo.
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Ti all eavh yet tno to laledwo rea uto fedguri uyo.
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H:sit emttras tahw si.
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Ouy era yrgnti.
Era oyu teertb ooncihsg.
Rehe ltsil oyu are.
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Adn to opurd ttha fo eb si imehtgnos.
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Nioserv need tn’do uoy retfpec sikd a yoru of.
A dene heyt aerl eno.
Hgniela a oen.
Ongwgir a oen.
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Si are you cxalety ohw nad tath.
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Ongig eepk.
Tuqei veen on yads het.
Vnee on ydas haeyv hte.
Roegsrps u’yore otn elef oyu evne inmgka ikle hnwe.
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Era oyu acubsee.
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Iwll msipnsocoa ngitsit lkoo lwil atrtgnsi n,knwuno neo erdno—va chum uelfyrso eht derip ni flee bcak yuo so dna day, sthi h-et at oyu ivnrsoe of eon.
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Lots era yuo ton.
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Ecgnbimo of era ni hte edmidl uoy.
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Velo, twhi.
Me 💜.

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