A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Ikle you eesari mglayilca ti oecn odhpe dowul. Wya,s it in ymna catf, iheavre gto in. Bte,arhrkae tsom dink tuaob osuncino,f htat itnaooelm eelopp eckts,asb ecairdr atkl oldu fo ehigtw uyvo’e eth dan nt’od uot. Ltils you erhe adn era yte. Yrignt sitll. Tt,beer scinoogh sltil rutsh enev ewhn ti.
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Astp nrathoe feiv in feil wdlor hgrbtuo iths ulteuaifb eys,ra yuo onti teh. Fo a tehomr uyo etrhe rea nwo. Evl,o ouy etitll ,esfayt to rteeh dna orf kool nshmau deucaign how. Hwo ngvgii ear zereila esom tehm roem yuo oyu d,ays iepdets efle yuo ahnt.
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Oyu - ddi uoy eierlbdnci hensgoimt adgduerat. Ni bipoeislms ncoe lfte ouy 502,2 hwat insiedfh. Be g?oa aew atht hse eievrhgtyn in vreoins hda fo you to of ohw sotp ldowu now oyu asery.
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Coheci lduepl hsa eneb dan dpyle,e ltirpnaosieh to sha ni eleav agani rtfoh kacb yuo adn neev sdette ouyr you hgtohu that a dmae teh htrae. Ekaswens ant’ws atth a. A rnhtgest hatt asw. Htat aws hwtgor. Tath fosyl,uer dan swa it efirriytgn tninecrua uoy hionsocg henw ltfe veen.
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Elef nkow yuo i tlso trghi nwo.
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Orf yuer’o ouy dolte,ais nda yoru ton lrefosyu e,yvah tbse dkis vnrseio fo het kile sa onwk elfe up i hogwsin. ,happy lefe dna nhgovrit-e i odulc pneahp yuo kaew h,owel nda oyu know up ahtt eahnlig rfee ihsw utjs colud.
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Ohw ubt a’tsth swkor stih not. Hatt iailfgn uor’ey dns’oet nad aenm.
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Tno era abkc ta noe sreuaq uoy.
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Losot own you onseeom how sah aer. Srenasewa. Xpenceeeri. Ribndesauo. Syd—otpu igaan lbilynd mr,enayo oury vnee luod tmeh o,rpndssiee rthig ont fi neibg by uyor reeonzcgi won rouy ruyo elfe ehyt tlldorneco cd,o yuo rea nyeaxt,i.
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Line ghsitatr a helaign si tno. Esysm sti’. It osplo. Sapsue ti. Atrstesr it. It enr,ytviegh mmtoeises tbu oyu adn vueoy’ ’eavnht unoned leesf liek.
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Ogns,tr nwoma butao neoc yuo llits ahtt ortwe rae telenriis oyu.
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Ahnt ueyor’ roem won ,alyualtc hatt.
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Ratpa ot feesl own uoy flal tllsi ti esecuab ilek thaw kown gonig dan kpee.
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Not fmro plcae royu a rae uyo vlurivsa libgeinurd eifl uht,tr fo.
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Ot etak rouy mtei lewldao uyo aer.
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Dan elef the ot sema das lweload mite ueflohp ouy rae ta.
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Ti rae not aevh uto you lla yte to grifedu laewold.
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Sth:i stmerat atwh is.
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Rae ouy grytin.
Onishocg ouy etrteb are.
Aer yuo erhe tllsi.
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Pruod be nad of to nemsotghi ttah si.
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Yuo refcpte a ruyo fo disk need eirvons tdon’.
A ethy eon eedn aerl.
Oen a anhlieg.
Orginwg a eon.
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Are htta owh adn yuo is ycxltae.
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Pkee igngo.
No het itequ ysda enev.
Neve asyd avyhe hte on.
Srsgorpe elef ewhn ekil ’oryue veen you inakgm not.
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Eubecas rae uyo.
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Noe srovine one y,da in yuo elef ta os sntirgat vaor—dne wlil tstgnii kool nad fo hcmu kuwnno,n oscmaonpsi lliw bkac the ouy ipder sthi ht-e oryefuls.
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Era solt tno ouy.
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Bmgocein the ouy eidlmd in era fo.
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Iwht ,vloe.
Em 💜.

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