A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Pedho aieres it dwulo yglamaicl oenc ikle ouy. Ysaw, tfa,c in it in tgo naym vheiear. Dan d’otn smto ridcear ’yvuoe klat htwieg esk,stcba ould pepole otu loamnteoi uoatb teh of nidk nfoos,ciun taht ehkrtra,aeb. Siltl rae dna ereh uyo tye. Ntrygi sitll. Tsill rutsh nhew rbeet,t ocosgnih vnee it.
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Teualbfiu the dwrlo fvei uoy siht rohtbug itno trnehoa ys,era lefi ni tpsa. Fo rae mherot erteh a uyo won. Nad ,levo oklo owh orf ahnmsu tetlli oyu fetys,a herte ot unicedag. Htan oesm eelf rmoe rea leeaizr ouy how setdiep oyu ysd,a gnivig htme oyu.
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You idd you tradgdaue - clineedrib imgenthos. Yuo hwat oimsebspli etfl ni hniiefsd coen 22,05. Of wulod a?go syare how ot stpo ewa fo reniosv in eb had onw ahtt teeignhrvy she yuo uoy.
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Neve rthea rothf eaelv in sharneloiitp ahs naiga kacb nda hsa amed a ughhto edtets oyu nad eht yuo d,eleyp taht enbe to pdellu oihecc yruo. That a t’wnas eaeksswn. A tnrhgste ttha wsa. Hgtowr was atht. Eyfou,lsr swa left it ncuaetrin ahtt enev adn hnciosog you hnew rnireigytf.
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Itrhg yuo efle i nokw tosl onw.
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Eth rfo fo ,vahey iskd ekli iwohngs lefe btes i,leasdot eru’oy your snoirve kown sa sreyfluo uyo i nad ton up. ,ahypp ouy uldco i adn stju kaew woh,el yuo vgniote-rh dna lfee pnepha fere onkw iwsh hiageln ahtt dculo up.
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Ton who rwsko utb stih ts’hat. Urey’o sot’dne name ttha flginia dna.
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Qsauer otn oen you ta bkca rae.
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Woh oslto ear uyo sha own mooeens. Narwsaees. Eercpinxee. Dsruonieab. Uroy xiyta,en nvee giben onclrdtoel orcegneiz you fi naiag wno uryo neo,rmya hyet ,dco lbnilyd t—dopuys pds,ensorie your yb are ihgrt rouy tmeh nto duol eelf.
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Si a ton einl htrasitg gaehlin. I’ts mssye. It oslop. Uassep ti. Astrrtse ti. Nnuedo nath’ve oyu lefes btu neryei,vtgh elik it and eu’voy msteimeso.
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Nceo rae otuab nmwoa erintlesi yuo t,rgnso atth eorwt uoy still.
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Ttah omre anth e’uyro wno laulca,yt.
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Kwon rapta it kile ouy peke wath own to gnoig uebaesc lesfe nda allf tllis.
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A of tht,ru uory aer fmro yuo indbuliger lrivusav eapcl not lefi.
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Yoru era oyu kaet time ot aoldewl.
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To the amse oyu leufohp eefl dlewola dna ads ta ear time.
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Ot evha tou it dleawol iegufrd lla not tye aer ouy.
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Si :ihts tsmtrae ahwt.
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Uoy ear tignyr.
Are oiogcshn yuo etrbte.
Uoy erhe sllit rea.
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That is of to adn be itnhsmeog uorpd.
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A vosinre eedn you isdk yrou od’tn fo tefpcre.
Elar yhet neo a ende.
A neo lnaehgi.
A gnwrogi oen.
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Yelcaxt who ear is atth yuo adn.
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Pkee ngoig.
Sady hte etqui on enve.
Neve on sayd hvyae hte.
Otn psgorser oyu ekli veen erouy’ ewnh elfe gamkni.
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Oyu aer abeucse.
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Foyueslr uyo wknu,nno oen e-ht liwl neo hsti kloo of tgsntii bcak hte day, ierpd adn ta os uhcm ni navreo—d lwli risgttna ouy iesrnov elfe oosminapsc.
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Ostl ear uyo not.
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Het fo era imdlde ouy ni mebicogn.
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Htwi l,ove.
💜 em.

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