A letter from Oct 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope things are better now I really do. I know the panic attacks and being numb isn’t going to stop but I hope they don’t happen as much now. I hope you sleep better now and I hope you’re relationship with your mum is better now and I hope we see eye to eye now. I hope you finally finished uni and you’re proud of yourself because after all the struggling, tears and panic attacks you deserve to be happy with a degree in uni. I hope you and Jayden are doing great, I hope the future has brought you two closer together and you have really started to build a future together and I hope he has finally put a ring in your finger hahah god I love that man. I really want you to finally have a second tattoo by the time I read this again hahah there’s so many things I want myself to do in the next 5 years. **** I’ll be 26 that is terrifying. I remember being 16 in high school worried about an assignment or If sam liked me back but now I’m saving for a car and a house so I can have a future with the man I love. It’s crazy how things change and I am excited for the change but I am so scared of the change. Currently I’m still living at home, working at the tavern as a bartender and gaming staff, I’m 21, I’m still in uni doing business and journalism, I’m dating Jayden and planning on marrying him, Bree is still my best friend and I don’t plan on losing her. I love you and I am so sorry I have put you through so much **** but I love you and I hope that I keep loving you because you deserve it. I guess I’ll see you in 5 years. Keep on living your life and don’t be scared like you are now x