A letter from Sep 30th, 2021

you're my sunflower MAAN, so... as always my first line would be "How're you ?". I'm okay and on my way to become better . I can do it you know , i know i can . 6 days from now , I'll be 18 , finally ! I've been looking forward to this day from sooooooo long , like seriously from when i was 13 0r 14 years old . I've always believed that this , is the checkpoint , of my life , of my choices and my journey to myself . I still haven't decided when will i send this letter i mean to which timeline, lets think , 5 years ? or 1 year ? uhmm lets see . I've bought a suspender and bow tie from flipkart today . Pujo is coming soon , in only 2 weeks . BTW mahalaya is on my birthday this year , i feel this is a sign for me , to understand myself , to dive in the depths of my soul . I am a part of this universe , this nature and so I'm cosmos incarnated in a human body and soul . I belong here, this universe , this time is my home and i'm proud of who I am , who I was and who I am becoming . Maybe I'll fall in love again and I won't be afraid anymore , But over everything I'll love and trust myself . My goal my aim is NEET and I am going to work my best and rank enough to get admission in AIIMS in 2022. I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER ALWAYS HOW **** BEAUTIFUL , STRONG , KIND AND IMPORTANT . TO ME AND TO THE UNIVERSE . ALWAYS & FOREVER , guy with a doe patronus [ WEST BENGAL , INDIA , 08 : 09 ] PM