A letter from Sep 30th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am your 12 year old self from 2021. I hope you are still good friends with Yanni, remember him? Our bestfriend since 5th grade? Well, anyways I hope that you have gotten rid of your social anxiety by now. Because I missed a lot of opportunities because of it. I hope you can stand on a stage with hundreds or thousands of people in front of you. I hope that you have already reached your dream of becoming an artist. That's a promise, 5 years from now you should be doing commissions and earning tens of thousands of money. I also hope that you have established good habits and healthy routines because I want a better me in the future. I really hope you're not like you from the past. I hope that you're not a rebellious child, and I hope that you have a closer relationship to God more than anything. I wish that you have the best health. I also hope that you help our parents without asking for anything as return. I hope you have a good personality and keep being the kindest, I'm sure God will be proud of you because of your good deeds. I hope you stop being impatient but it's okay if you are sometimes, it's hard having patience when you have ADHD. I really wish you the best, I hope our future is also great and nice and all. Don't forget to always be nice to your siblings even though they are not nice to you and is naughty. I hope even though you're a teen now, you don't do bad stuff like swearing even though it's just sometimes, DON'T SWEAR. All these things that I dreamed you to be, I hope you become like this in the future. I hope I can be proud of you. I wonder if you are already reading this in the future in an alternate timeline, but I bet you made it and I'm proud of you if you did accomplish your promise with your 12 year old self. I wish you all of these. How is your life in the future? Are you eating well? Or are you still eating unhealthy stuff? Do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend? Well, I hope you still don't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. I think it's weird having a girlfriend as a girl, but girls are so attractive. I don't think there are people like that so I'm probably weird, or maybe I just don't know about the world that much. But anyways, I don't want you to have a boyfriend yet, I want you to focus first on your passion. Also finish One Piece! you haven't finished it, you should catch up to your family. I bet they're watching dragon balls hehe. I have so many things to say to you that I think it'll reach to more than a thousand words. I hope that you still remember squid game, especially Kang Sae-byeok our favorite character.Remember when you always watch edits of her but don't watch her vlogs. But that's all I can say to you for now future self. your past self