A letter from You (29/09/21)

Dear Future Me, I don't thing you'll remember that i sent this letter, but Hi, how are you ? Actually, thing aren't great here, i'm still stuck in that loop of constant none / fake happiness, i'm sad every time i think about it. I still think i'll die soon, so i don't even know if you'll get that letter, but if you get it, well, good job, you made it that far and i'm proud of you. Are you still with that girl ? The one that got a bunny because she wanted, that changed and cutted her hair because she wanted ? Are you still with her ? Did you move out also ? What did you became ? A photographer like i want to, or something else ? Maybe you changed of country ? Maybe you're an explorer now? There is so much things i'd like to know, but only you have the answer, and i hope you are happy with them, don't be like me and just agree with everything that people want. Think about yourself. I can't wait to see all of this but i also don't want to grow up. Have you grown up ? ​ Oh, and are your hair still long ? I would love to see that. And do you still play League ? I hope not because omg that game is such a time waster. And also, have you yet tried with a guy ? ( i know i know but i had to ask) And does Alice is still part of your life ? I hope so. And have you cleared the plate with everyone you wanted too ? Or maybe you made the plan B to execution, even tho its not completely finished here, if yes, where did you go ? Amster*** ? England ? Or maybe the world ended and this letter just gone ? Maybe, i guess i'll never know. Do we have like floating tech in 2026 ? Did you became a musician ? Do you still do drugs ? Or still want to ? Here, i smoke weed, and i'm looking forward molly. But i'm still kinda stuck in every directions so i'm not doing anything. I'm looking for a job tho. And did you find a way to dress yourself finally ? I hope so cause i dress like **** actually. Maybe you became a she ? Idk. Anyway I feel like you are more... free ? Or maybe more confident. OMG do you have kids ?? I don't want kids rn but who knows, maybe you'll have some when you get this. Also, if i'm not stupid, its your day today, or yesterday because you'll probably check your mail later. so happy birthday, have a nice life, for me, and for you. Your Past Self