A letter from Sep 27th, 2021

Oi Do you know me? Will I know you? I'm 24 rn. In the middle of the 4th year, and stressing so hard about the dissertation. It's the tail end of a pandemic in most parts of the world. Not here though. But president's opening up nevertheless. Is it still the same regime? Will our country survive it? Is Mishka alive? It's been a weird two years locked up at home, and I've realised my family's toxic. Bro's happily employed - is he still at the same job? Mom's retiring JUST this year. How's things? I wrote myself a letter to be received one year from today. Not exactly one year, but close enough. This is a long term one. Should I set it to three years, or five? Four it is. Are you still in SL? is there no hope of escape? Please please PLEASE let me have left the country! How are we doing? Have we managed to afford therapy? Was a psyc eval helpful? Is the brother ok? Are you taking care of mother? Are you far away enough that dad doesn't affect you anymore? Are they even alive? That's a terrifying thought. To think that they might not be I mean. I hope you take all the time possible to cherish mom. Is PewDiePie still posting? Soviet should have posted at LEAST two more videos by now. JonTron? CinnamonTK? Mutahar? miiasaurous? Sixteenleo? Charlie? How's the Top Gear blokes? Jeffree Star still haunting the internet? TRO? Jaubrey? Drew? Danny? Codyko? Noel Miller? I survive on their company rn. Hope you still enjoy them. Hope they are all ok. What is your career I wonder? You've two qualifications in two VERY different fields. What did you pick? Do you have a foot in both despite everything? Does it keep you well fed? Did you adopt a pet of your own? Are you still a single pringle? I just want you to happy, either way. I'm not. Things are bad at home, as usual. Dad kicked me in the leg for not talking pleasantly with him and I'm limping pretty bad. It's bruised too I guess the limp will last a while. I'd love to curl up and cry about it but bruh there's so much due on Monday. It IS Monday btw. it's exactly 12.35 am. I hope noone kicks you anymore. I hope you're beyond all kickings. Anyways. Which of youre friends are married and have kids now? It's just R and her first as of yet. Did A marry Sam? Spill the tea, sis. Have you got over x yet? If the situation is bad where ever you are, stay strong my guy. We've weathered lots. There's good out there Mr. Frodo, and its worth fighting for. If we still need reminders - take care of yourself my darling. Eating is necessary. Sleeping is a must. Shower. It's ok to own nice things. It's ok to throw away broken things. Excercise. Reading makes you happy. Talk to friends. Don't bottle. Remember the glorious memories. Baila Night. First Date. Buy a bath bomb. Have a soak. If you have a tub that is. Get a nice necklace. Funky earrings. You deserve things. Feeling lonely is ok. Don't stick with people who hurt you. Don't replace one abuser with another. I love you so very much. I struggle so hard every single day, imagining that you will be better off for it. Don't opt out my angel, don't make it have been in vain. I adore you. -T