A letter from Sep 26th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I had lived in a secured box which prevents me from maturing enough. And due to the pandemic, I was hindered to go into a land which I yearn to see to experience trials and to grow up. As of today, Sept. 26,2021, 5:41 pm, Sunday, I am writing combination of letters to make sense of what I want to express. I seek trials and I yearn the vast land but here I am affected by quarantine and ended up being lazy which changes my psyche and slowly dimming off the burnimg candle in the room. As for the future me, what will I become? Will I still be the same? Will I change for the better? or worst? I dont desire any romance for I have a vast imagination and a shared book to experience the taste of red string fate. However, how will fate play me? I dont know. I just want to know.