A letter from Sep 25th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, In light of the overly pessimistic view I yearn towards, like so many others out there, I realize this can only serve as a minor pause of melancholy. It is my current belief that, outside of quick relief and an ego-boost, melancholy is a disease. Do not get complacent. You know my goals better than me, so strive towards them. Do not get infatuated with the banal, as many people seem to do. Do not stop to appreciate what life gives you until you have made what you wanted from life. I have learned recently (from Stains;Gate, funny enough) just how important it is to possess an almost childish belief in something, without being tainted by the rationale in such that it can be guided but not morphed. This will lead to failures, and you might be conscious of this beforehand. It is important to let the belief take over at this time, for it pushes you into a dirty road even if you know it might not be worth it. Without going into something with raw yearn, you will fall into an endless pit of self-gratification about your decision to not pursue it. This is a disease. As people get smarter, they do less, leading to their peril. Change this. Make yourself and others see without the taint of useless rationale. Continue to rebel against authority even if you become the authority. Do not listen to what people say unless they are worth it. Treat jokes like what they are. Do not let anyone take even the smallest of freedoms you possess. Continue to explore the freedoms as you learn what to do with them. Do not respect people who give it away because they are terrified by the realm of possibility containing failure. Choose your own ***** and suffering. But, at the same time, do not forget to be kind to those who deserve it. The ones who deserve it will probably manifest as opposites from you. They will fight against you with everything they have. That's what makes them great. I realize everything I say is a primitive idea to you, who explored them and made them better. This is the level at which I am now. Unable to sustain myself but proud of the path I am taking, even if I do not see anything in front. I hope you can look at this kid and laugh. Now, on a less serious note, my main wifus are Senjougahara Hitagi, Holo, *********** Yukino. I love incest anime because it makes everyone uncomfortable. As a great man named Grunt once said, it is trash and so am I. Oreimo is a true masterpiece of this time, but in yours the one remembered might be the 2017 Eromanga Sensei, who managed to raise to the level of planetary trash, becoming a true obstacle in our way to Mars. Is the national anthem nightcore yet? Is there any anime in your time, or did the UN manage to ban it? Is butt-fighting naked girls an Olympic sport yet? If not, you make it. Some things for you to do: 1. Draw some hentai (always wanted to try) 2. Scientifically bubble at a goldfish to see if it responds. 3. Ask the daddy AI for some Sapporo Ichiban original instant noodles. That **** is the best. 4. Rewatch Eureka Seven (encompasses the feel of good anime today, so it might be nostalgic for you). 6. Build a sustainable idea/ prediction market.