A letter from Sep 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, It's me again writing here. I wonder what will I become after 5 years. Today is September 23, 2021. Today is a just anormal day and have a same routine as yesterday but these days, I really find my self so unmotivated. I'm so tired of my study. I don't have a motivation. I just want to rest all day even if I'm just sitting and sleeping all day long. I can't even focus on my study. I'm tired of doing my works and I'm always not in the mood to review my modules. I'm happy that I am now on my 3rd year in college but I don't feel safe because I'm not sure if I'm doing good. I'm already near. What if I fail? I'm scared. I don't know how long will it take to bring back myself. The motivated one, the cheerful, the unproblematic and the happy me. I just want everything to be back on what they are before. The old me and the old world where everything is normal. Pandemic really hits so hard.