A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I'm sitting here heart broken for the 11th millionth time! Currently hating life, failing school. Work and everything else is good - I'm sure God would want me to say great but you know how we do, positivity makes us cringe. Lately all I can think about is the fact that I'm single and can never find a man that wants me, that loves me. I've been crying and depressed deeply for 2 days! I have questions though! Are you still in therapy & has it helped you so far? What's up with the career? Are you an MFT? Are you PhD bound? Found love? I really hope you found love. Did you buy a house yet? Where have you traveled too?! Any kids? I hope you are doing ten times better than me right now. God knows how much I'd want things to be better. Especially with the love life. That's actually my ONLY focus at the moment. Pathetic right? But anyway, Happy Birthday. I can't believe you kept on living. I hope you are happy, I know you've never knew what it felt like. But if you still not happy just keep on trying. That's what I'm doing. Keep singing, DRAW MORE, continue the solo travels, and make life what you want, with or without love. I hope you learned to love yourself too. Enjoy your day.