A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Will you be okay? Do you still have depression? Do you have new friends in whatever school my parents chose? Are they nice to you? Right now, what I’m doing while writing this, I’m crying myself to sleep soon. It’s came back.. depression came back. And now I’m pretty sure no one will notice. Did you remember a week ago? When I cried at school? That was my most weakest point to have been ever shown. I got in trouble and the gym teacher didn’t know what to do. So I went to the bathroom and cried myself silently until kersha came looking for me with the teacher. Will everything get worse from here and on? Will my friends leave me? because they’re already starting to. I hate it here. I really do. Everywhere I go is a disaster, or maybe.. I’m the disaster. Im not good at singing, dancing, or art. I don’t know what i’m good at. Im not smart or pretty. I don’t know what my place is. Is my eyes going to be swollen tomorrow? Yes, It probably will so good luck and I hope you’ll be better than this yr 2021. Stay strong atleast i should for myself.

Epilogue

7 months later

hey there lil me, I am doing really well. I no longer have depression actually im in my highest state of happiness right now ever since i...

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Lwil ni dan bgrni orf eahv god uoy hty thafi peasishpn.

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