A letter from Sep 21st, 2021

dear mommy, its been 5 years naaa, i bet you already have alot of white hair (pero sana wag naman HAHAHAHAA, sana pina hair color nyo ng green ganern) sana if this letter travels to you, sana same parin yung gmail nyoo! Anyways, its like pandemic right now, past lilia is staying strong as ever! I really admire you mommyyy. Grabe yung life sainyo right now, tumbok tumbokan ng mga problems na fine face nyo pero you are not weakk. Never kayo nag give up. Right now, Past lilia is ginagamot ayan kasi may lagnat na sya for like 2 days na. Akala nyo nga COVID pero hindii. Pinahilot nyo sya kanina and blah blah. Basta, youre doing your best talaga and ARGH IM SO PROUD OF YOOU. Im so grateful to have you as my mom. Alam nyo ma, I badly wanted to say this pero medjo nahihiya akoo hehhehe. I know na you're constantly worrying about alot of things right now. Yung kaunti lang kinikita ng salon, tapos marami pang kelangan bayaran (katulad ng gamot ni ayan at para sa ears ni debei), tapos nahihiya na kayong mag ask kay daddy ng money ganunn. Complain ng complain si daddy dahil utang raw sya ng utangg. Pero I have faith in you ma, ma o-overxome nyo lahat ng obstacles na nadadaanan nyoo. Anyways, past lilia is doing her best to give me, debei and ayan a good life! Musta na? natuloy ba kayo sa Israel? or sa Canada as caregiver?? May boyfriend ba kayoo? what are you feeling right now??? I hope na everything is going smoothly na for you and youre living your best life!! Sana your prooud sa mga nagawa naming 3 for you if everrr na meron lolsss. Stay strong mommy! Know that we will always love you! also ps. mag date na kayo pls. hayaan nyo na si daddy. i swear, you need to enjoy life rn. mwa