A letter from Sep 20th, 2021 HEYYY READ THIS OKAY??

Dear FutureMe, Hey Kirsten, so I guess you're 20 now? So 5 years ago you met this 16-year-old American guy online, right? Are u guys still dating or what? (Nah we just fling rn but I think it will be developed...) If yes, then that's good Kirsten! :) If u guys have been in a relationship for a long time then get married! What are u waiting for? If you guys really love each other then find ways to fly over to America, but you planned to migrate to New York after studying nurse right? (yea we hate here in the Philippines) So if ever, go to Illinois! Find him. And well if u guys broke up then **** him. Yes, I know u were just 15 but yea **** him. Do you still remember Nash? That ******* ****** who rejected you 3 times? You were desperate just to get his ******* attention when u deserved better. And do u remember Simon? Whom you thought he loves you so much but then when u just asked about him being homophobic (yea u know I hate ***** so much they are the worst) then he just ignored me? yea and history repeat itself, gone desperate just to get his attention and affection about it. So far they are the worse guys u have encountered and I hope just 2, but yea we don't know ill probably encounter the worst so be ready okay? For now, if ever u and Winston still holding, stay in love okay? I know you're still at college, and it's stressing you out. College is draining you. But remember your fave lines from your fave books? "Live boldly, push yourself, don't settle, just live well. Just live" and "Just keep swimming" <3 Also, if you're sad just let sadness visit your heart. Let it go inside your heart, be dramatic and cry all you want BUT don't make it like it's a resident okay? That would probably make u depress HAHAHAHA. Don't be too hard on yourself. I'm still not good at English rn but I know you are good now. I'm so proud of u! I luv uuuu. Kisses.