A letter from Sep 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, 5years ago, on this same day, you were less than 4 months away from your 31st birthday. That day you felt really scared of the unknown. Deep in your heart you are lost and empty. Sometimes you want to undo the past. Most of the time, you think you're too tired thinking of what might lies ahead of you. You want to tell yourself that this world is your oyster but you simply can't. You lost the brave and fierce you when you were still in your 20's. I hope you are better now than this self 5 years ago. I pray that you are brave enough now. I pray that the tears you cried 5 years ago is now tears of happinness. I pray that today, your mind is at peace and that your heart is full of love and joy. I pray that today, you fully accepted the the woman you have become.