A letter from Sep 19th, 2021

dearest future kim, hey! its from your past kim writing you down a letter:) hoping you'll receive this kasi im betting 50 pesos na nagiba ka na ng email, sana naman hindi huhu HAHAHAHA. Okay, how's life? how's college life? anong course tinake mo? well, right now, past kim is very interested sa computer science. Did you take computer science? if so, musta? mahirap ba? sus tinanong ko pa yun sayo eh napaka dali yan lols. You got this! Kapag ibang course naman tinake mo, I hope na it aligns with your interest and na yun talaga yung gusto mo<33. I'm on the journey of improving myself right now. Im controlling my anger issues tapos yung pakikipag violent kay ayan, pati verbal abuse ko sakanya. I'm also learning about Git and GitHub! Tapos interest ko right now is anooo reading romance books tapos anime, kdrama, tapos yun nga, CODING. 15 year old me, soon to be 16, is like a desperate teen wanting to try to feel having a boyfriend. Ay oo nga, may boyfriend ka na ba?! MAG TE TWENTY ONE KANA, LIKE ***** I SWEAR KUNG WALA PA, GO FIND SOMEONE. Go on blind dates, dating apps lols, omegle HAHAHHA. Diba, ayaw mo yun, may inspiration ka aside sa sarilii mooo. So here are some advices na I want you to follow, kasi, i know you better than anyone ofc. 1. Compete only within yourself 2. Never compare yourself to others. I know may mga times na you get super jealous sa mga nakikita mo sa screen. Pero isipin mo yung mga meron ka! Be grateful always, lagi and everyday. Unique ka sa iba! Iba kayo ng stories girl. Baka nasa Chapter 20 ka palang, yung iba nasa chapter 40 na debaa. 3. Are you still trying to please other people? If so. Itigil mo na. Kasi wala silang pake sayo. I know i sound super cringy and i bet your smiling your *** off rn pero im telling you, please only yourself. People dONT EFFING CARE. Theyre too busy trying to please other people as well. 4. Always be grateful! 5. Go after your dreams girl Also, may ginagawa ka ba today? charot bat ko pa yun tinanong, stop what you're doing and effing call your family. Kamustahin mo sila, dont take your time for granted. Also cherish every moment. Tbh, this pandemic made me realise how distant i am with my family and ngayon, im on the process of getting close with them again. May pandemic pa din ba jan? nagpa vaccine ba si mommy? ayaw nya mag pa vaccine eh. Ka chat mo parin ba si Roisin? And if you dont know her, internet bestie mo sya noh. Tapos are you still intouch sa KABPAM? ***** kamustahin mo sila! Try to keep in contact with them if not!! Also, nasa USA ka na ba? LIKE OKAY HINDI KO PINAPAKITA NA HINDI AKO EXCITED SA PAGPUNTA SA US PERO IM SO EXCITED. PS. SANA NATULOY HAYS. Alsooo,kung katabi mo daddy incase na nasa US ka, give him a hug and tell him you love him. Nasa Israel na ba si mommy? or hindi na natuloy? rn im stressed sa application nya sa POEA to apply as a caregiverrr. May salon pa ba? may summer job ka na ba? ack im so excited and so curious on how you will turn out!! Sana naman good influences or people mga friends mooo. yung may impact sayoo. virgin ka pa ba? **** did you have *** already? hala if yes, IM SO PROUD OF YOU. SANA DI KA MUNA MABUNTIS. USE PROTECTION. PERO ANO rn, im paranoid baka mapasok yung condom sa ****** mo lollsss. If not yet, please go bang yourself HAHAHAH pero dapat sa mahal moo syempre. wag kang careless.May acne ka pa ba? or clear skin ka na HAHAHA. are you still vlogging? please vloggg! para may memories ka sa youtubeee! Also goal go right now is to have a job sa google heheheh as a software engineer! skllll. Kapag same parin vision and goal mo to be a software engr, KAYA MO YAN. IMAGINE, ITS BEEN HOW MANY YEARS SINCE YOURE IMPROVING YOURSELF AND DEVELOPING A NEW SKILL!! YOU CAN DO THIS. I BELIEVE IN YOU. Currently, nahihirapan kamii ngayong pandemic, kaunti lang yung sales and palaging kulang padala ni daddyyy. pero atelast nagpapadala yk. Tapos musta na si ayan? gosh grabe binigay nyang stress saaken pati kay mommy. dahil nga sakanya may puting buhok na is me ahahahahaahatdog. Lumaki bang tama ang ugali? or mas rebel? how's debei? how's mommy? Book recs for self love: 1. THE SUBTLE ART OF NOT GIVING A **** 2. GOOD VIBES GOOD LIFE 3. MIRACLE MORNING ROMANCE RECS: 1. A THOUSAND BOY KISSES 2. THE HATING GAME 3. THE WALL OF WINNIPEG AND ME 4. ALL BOOKS BY ELLE KENNEDY LOL 5. SPANISH LOVE DECEPTION ***** YES yun langgg naman, tomorrow, i planned to write a letter sa KABPAM or kay ayan or kay debeiii. sana di ako tamarinnnn. TAPOS I know malapit na birthday mooooo. Now, i want you to celebrate by yourself. Go on a date with yourself! sa isang mamahaling restaurant, dress boujeely tapos just treat yourself girlll! Please make this wish come truee, bye! enjoy your life! PS PS PS PS. MAKE A JOURNAL AND ANSWER ALL MY DAMNED QUESTIONS LIKE YOUR RESPONSING TO MY LETTER OKAY. - 2021 kim