A letter from Sep 18th, 2021

Dear me. It's been a while now. I guess things have changed. Did you manage to finish the year at university? if so, congratulations! I'm happy for you. I know it didn't go the way you wanted it to. But I guess everything works out in the end. But I hope you have figured things out. Because right now, life ain't that easy. I know, I´m the one living it right now. I think that we might have ADHD. Which will explain a lot, on why things are as they are. Our feelings and emotions can be very much overwhelming. I'm really tired of it. I hate how it always goes out on everyone we love. Including ourselves. Because I hope you still love yourself, even though we're not that fond of our selves. How´s Daniel btw? Don´t u dare switch him out. I hope you have moved in together soon. Because right now, that's all you dream about. Your own place, with Daniel by your side. Maybe start your lives together. I hope you managed to do that. You deserve it. But, if you don't make it out, that's ok too! Some chapters in life aren't always meant to last forever. Some chapters are only there to help you along the way, and as far as this chapter has gone now, it's a good one. He's so nice, so kind. There's no harm at all in him. I hope that if you break up, you still remain the best friends that you are now. When you'll read this in 5 years from now, you'll be 26. Can you imagine that? 26?? I'm amazed we did hold out for so long! 26 years in this world, and life hasn't been as **** as we were afraid of. I hope all the cats are doing well. I miss Rambo a lot.. I think you still do. Is Balder still ok? He's always scaring me now, whenever he gets sick. I cannot loose him. What about Embla, and Ragnar? Are they ok? How's your car btw? I hope you took good care of Lil lambo. She's probably nails right now, but I hope she did good. You love this car, even though she's a pain in the *** whenever we have to fix something. Right now she's making so much noice, but I´m going to fix her whenever dad is coming home. I hope he's ok in the future. As of right now, it seems like things are going the right way! I think he's starting to get his life back together again. He's happier, cleaning up here at home, and he's taking care of himself. I'm so glad to see that. But I guess the economy issn´t going as good as we hoped for. I know how we are now. But, I´ve saved up 12000nok on our BSU! It's amazing that I have actually done that, and I´m so proud of myself! Could you imagine that when we were 16? Hope you have gotten a little better at least.. How's Sine Emilie btw? Still a pain in the ***, but still the best sister to have? I hope things never go wrong for us. She's all I have. We need to take good care of her. And same with mom. I know we have had our struggles, but as of now it seems like things are getting better day by day. Still, Anders is there, but as of now you've gotten good about ignoring him. It's not your fault he's like a literal child. I hope he treats you better than he treats me now. I´m setting myself some goals that I hope you have managed to doo, or finish by now. Either way, I´m still proud of us. goal 1: Get a better understanding of myself. There's still so much we don't understand about ourself, and I don't think we can without help. So I really hope you have gotten of the high chair and asked for help. You do need it. Goal 2: Save money for house. Maybe you haven't gotten to by yet, but I hope you have gotten better at saving money. I´m having a goal of 300 000nok in egenkapital in 5 years. Hopefully you have gotten at least over 100 000nok. Goal 3: To finally find something you want to be. It's hard being us. We can never decide on a thing to be. We are already chefs. But we want so much more. As of now I´m studying Development, but that's not for me. I´m probably going to study pedagogy next year, and take a bachelor. You might actually be done with that one when you get this letter! maybe you're even a teacher by then? Man, I hope so. Goal 4: By a new car. You know the day is coming, and we know it well. It's time to say goodbye to Lil Lambo, even though it's going to hurt. She's our first car, but not our last. Goal 5: Just be happy. well, it's been great to write to you, and I hope too see you happy and thriving in 5 years from now. Take good care of yourself, it's only you that can do so. Love, me.