A letter from Sep 19th, 2021

Dear MAUSAM❤️🥺 I DONT KNOW WE WILL BE TALKING BY THAT TIME OR NOT BUT I WILL BE TRULY MISSING UH.. TODAY I SAW U IN MY DREAM..yeah the old MAUSAM ..she was even beautiful than before..and the best part i talked to uh and u talked to me too.... I hadnt seen u in a while ..u have unfrnd me from ur fb and insta and i amnt able to see new changed mausam ..i dont know u are preety or not rn , idk u r kind or not rn , idk u r cute or not rn ... Mausam do you know , i literally saw u in my dream and u were so pretty than before ...i can imagine ur dream wala face ..🥺similar like this emoji..so cute but u were happy .. And the best part , we were back to our school days..and during our coaching days in cls 10 we used to go for tiffin together and sometimes i used to enter fast so u used to tease me like (HANTE) and i used to tell uh (Khane) indicating that spoon especially when it was pasta .. And similar things were happening in my dream..u were passing through me and i called uh but u refused to reply..but another day when u were passing through me u called me like same old days..🥺(HUNTER) AND i replied u with smiling face (khane) and then u went from there .. And even most surprising part ...some junior boys from sagarmatha house were teasing uh so i gathered a gang and went to their house and i beat them all..and i was called to principal office ..that was the so proudest moment for me in my dream ....LIKE EVERYTHING WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH WAS IN MY DREAM ..ONLY THE CHNG WAS OLD ME AND NEW UH (FACE)..UR EYES WERE SO SHINING .. YOU ALWAYS REMIND ME OF MY HAPPY DAYS ..I M NOT HAPPY NOW...AND I M NOT SURE I WILL BE HAPPY WITHIN TILL THIS LETTER COMES OR NOT BUT IF U R WITH ME I WILL BE HAPPY FOREVER ...IDK why we stopped talking..maybe sth bad was written in my fate .... My frns often used to talk about uh back in our schl days...they used to say u r **** beautiful but i promise u were never too preety for me but i used to get so happy when u were around me ... Ican only say cls 9 and 10 were the happiest days in my life..coz i got so many frns especially pede and i could talk to uh without shame ...u are the person i will never get in my life and i will be regretting till the end of my life that i didnt talk to uh back to those schl days coz i was a shy person..but if u had told me to do anything i would have done anything.... IDK FROM WHICH DAY U STRTED COMPARING ME LIKE OTHERS...I NEVER USED TO TALK BAD ABOUT U...BUT MAY BE THAT WAS UR MISUNDERSTANDING...BUT I WISH (tmro breakup chadai hos..😅tyo bhanda pani tmro ra mero chadai kurakani hos..) tmle malai covidko karanle SEE cancel huda schl lagepaxi tmlai eeuta kura bhanxu bhaneko thyou..maile tmlai tmro ra mero bhet kaile pani hudaena bhaneko thiye ..sachho.bhayoo.. Maybe oneday we will meet again..idk at which condition but i am give u my first and tight hug...i cant believe i dont like any girls till now...even my siblings are surprised listening i m single till now...😅but i m waiting ..maybe u will ever get to see these messages or not but if u strt talking to me like when we were child i will definitely show u... Whenever i remember uh i get both happy and emotional ..happy coz like everyobe even i had a schl crush and i wasnt like others like falling in love and leaving..my love for uh was pure...and emotional coz those days are never gonna come back..but I will definitely tell my children about these things (YOU , HOSTEL DAYS , 9 BATCH , BASKETBALL DAYS , MY MOM'S STRUGGLE ,AND THE ULTIMATE PHENOMENONS MESSI AND ROBALDO..). and above all u are the best gift i got in my life after family...i have always prayed for uh but not every prayer are fulfilled ..some prayers are meant to be desire only ... THANK U FOR UR BEAUTIFUL PART AND MEMORIES IN LIFE . I WILL BE THERE WITH UH IN ANY DIFFICULTIES IN UR LIFE.. AND I WILL BE PRAYING FOR UH ..HOPE U WILL TALK TO ME SOON..AND I M GONNA WISH U HAPPY BIRTHDAY AT FIRST EVEN IF U DONT WISH ME..♥️❤️BYE FOR NOW.. STAY SAFE.. I HAVE PLANNED MY EVERY BEAUTIFUL AND HARD JOURNEYS WITH UH..🥺❤️