A letter from Sep 13th, 2021

Hi! it's me, again... Nanginginig ako, ang sakit ng dibdib ko, umiiyak. Why am I crying again? I am such a cry baby. I am so overwhelmed :< I don't know how to put everything in words but I am feeling so much pain. I want to escape, I want to give up. Sabi nila 'wag daw akong magworry sa future ko, sayo. But how? Inaatake pa ata ako ng migraine. I'm sorry, kung sayo ko binibigay lahat ng burden. Ayoko na kasing magsabi sa iba since di ko naman kailangang mapressure. Paano ko ipapaintindi sa kanila? Paano ko ipapaintindi na hindi naman lahat 'to sa pressure isisisi. Paano ko ipaiintindi na nahihirapan na ako. I am hoping na at least ikaw, naiintindihan mo ako. Thank you for listening. *A night two days before SQE + overwhelmed school activities since patapos na summer term.