A letter from Sep 12th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi how are you? Its 12.37am in September 13 :) u know what? For last 3 days it's very hard to sleep because tommorow i have to start a new day as budak korporat in a small family office. I pray to God may He give me a new job but i explain what i want spesifically and He give it :) at first I'm really happy i can have a normal time work at office but i feel scared too i doubt myself like how can i manage my time? can i do the job properly? Etc :( And it makes me hard to sleep because i overthink :( I dunno what will happen but i surrender all to u God :( even it's hurt but i believe Your plan it's better than mine so i dun want to worry about it and yeah let it flow :) now it's time to sleep thal! Have a nice rest Notes : Idk what's my expression while reading this massage lmao wkwkwkw